Author Archives: dimlostmopeyfire

Fear of failure. I hate it. It sucks. Go away. Procrastination hits everyone, some more than others. From the outside, I look like a perfect student or something. Ever since I can remember, I give 100% on everything I do. When I do something, even if I hate it, I do it right. I doContinue reading “fear”

Sometimes it’s okay not to be okay. Some days it’s okay to not be okay. Some weeks it’s okay to not be okay. Some months it’s okay to not be okay. Some years it’s okay to not be okay. Copium. Sometimes I just get lost in my own head. Sometimes doing anything hurts so IContinue reading “Some days, some weeks, some months, some years, some lives”

Life is a marathon. I’m pretty sure it’s a fact. That being said, every day it feels quite the opposite. We see what’s in front of us. We want immediate goals to work out. We want everything to go to plan. I mean who wouldn’t. Looking at today, nothing goes to plan. Maybe for someContinue reading “Marathons”

It’s about 3 months into college, and I call my dorm room “home” sometimes. Now that I’m home for Thanksgiving, I really do wonder what home is to me. This room that I spent 11 years of my life leaving every morning and coming back to after every grueling day. It’s seen my sparse victoriesContinue reading “home”

sometimes we aren’t sure what to feel. melodramatic at heart. everything seems to induce a little bit of pain. yet when i come to write this piece, nothing comes to mind. it’s tough. i’m more lost than usual because nothing makes me want to do anything. everything is missing. everything is wrong. this isn’t you.Continue reading “empty”

Being surrounded by a lot of relationships flying around is quite interesting. My own “singleness” and a struggle to meet new people. My friends are also getting into their own relationships for the first time and facing their own barriers. Some breakups here and there as well. It’s all just made me think about myContinue reading “what i have to offer”

the worse things get, the worse I get about doing things. The things that I’m easily capable of getting done are done in no time at all. The mild challenges may take a bit of pushing, but they get done too. For some reason the harder things get, the less I work on it atContinue reading “the worse things get”

* sigh. sigh. *sigh. groan. mumble. grumble. it’s that type of day. *sighs

I hate it and I don’t believe in it. ish do people fundamentally change? no can people improve? somewhat another set of quite interesting and telling questions about people.

Is pain fun? No, usually not. Is pain necessary? Yes. 🙂 I feel like these two questions say a lot about a person.